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Ryan, Your Hubris is Showing

by Ryan Ricks

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Intro 01:45
OBEY THE SIMULACRA
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awkward at the function consulting my phone as a best friend subjective entertainment is so much better than a girlfriend because heaven and hell just got married and i heard they're already separating so why even try? if the pitchfork keeps on winning i say something like "let's go back to your place" and you say something like "let's put on Loveless and change our clothes into something a little more health goth tonight" sick and supine inside the Rothko Room you pull me close, i return to the womb i know that your touch is just a safety net but i hold myself captive and i wish for the best because too many days and too many nights i spent passed out naked thinking about the new headlights in the front of your yard was it someone new? did you ever stop drinking all that mountain dew, no ice? after one too many down at La Cantina i take my shirt off and think i'm Joe Palooka and all the other kids they point and chant, "look at the fool who went and ripped his pants" i know i shouldn't mope around, i shouldn't curse but my car looks like a hearse because jogging three or four miles a day is just a tired old stupid American cliche (dat hook)
3.
(the last days of 3rd & W.) i'm going back to 2013 atop the bleachers our boots carried whiskey we made snow angels outside of Morrill we shouted obscene things down at the official you sobbed in your sorority's basement while all the kids yelled, "more beats per minute!" we laughed it off with a game of dirty santa and we watched Seinfeld and we ordered some pizza but now you can't stop checking e-mail i know you're busy baby but you really should try and cut it out and i'll be there for you when the rain starts to pour and i'll be there for you like i've been there before how did we get so old? I don't know and I don't think I even really flippin' care just put down your phone, look me in the eyes say what you need to say like a cold november gameday on the eve of our anniversary we watched the towers fall down in a documentary we held each other with such magnetic strain that the tv screen burst into amber waves of grain we saw the art kids cover Talking Heads down at College Bar where drinks are for kids I wanted to stay but you wanted to go maybe this house isn't such a beautiful home (dat hook)
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i'm a self-referential mess could you tell from my previous release? it's kind of hard being open, express emotion in a world with Taxicab Confessions Construct this cage, then feel left out rendered null and void foot-in-mouth disease has come to dominate my speech i wanna feel the glow of the christmas lights when we're sitting on your porch during winter time i wanna hear the pain in a forced laugh when you make those jokes about your dad i wanna put away the wizard's wand and surrender all of my tricks and charms i'm gonna say what it is i'm thinking without the slightest bit of winking tonight go ahead and quit your typing the text is foolish, there's no use trying it's kind of easy when you sign off you cut your hands off then bleed out the Microsoft sew them back on and breed the new flesh beat them black and blue make-a-wish foundation is a good first step toward connection (dat scream)
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("Abashed the devil stood and felt how awful goodness is and saw Virtue in her shape how lovely: and pined his loss") cellphone, i need you. it ain't the same when you're not around greta, i miss you. is graduate school finally working out? zachary, come home. the Giants suck and the city's dirty eric von vetter, how's UNT? do you find it better than sitting in my bedroom singing of old times or sake bombs at the house show in the middle of july? back home again old friends at the inn brendon, let's drink. i'm pretty bored and i finished reading. ID Network, keep the stories coming. I think murder is lovely. ashley, please know. i'm thinkin' of you, i hope your future prospers doc walk, you taught me so much cool shit and i appreciate it i can write pretty well for an American ixnay the fireworks. i'm goin' in barehanded old friends again old friends at the inn
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playing battlefront one the days when blink broke up riding bikes to football practice I'd burn a mix for all of my crushes but now i'm mansplaining in Grant's basement fumbling through eternal recurrence and the cycles they ain't too rewarding class to bar bar to bed and self-loathing do you remember when we fell into the grass? under the lights of Frost Bank all dressed up in madras you pulled me close and let down your gold hair said, "hey, I'll be your everywhere" it all started with the Accutane aborted self at age 15 I could have listened to the doctors' caveats instead I opted for the face of a diplomat but now I'm stuck behind the turntable mixer laughing at requests to play Pitbull's "Timber" safe in here from all the stupid questions I hate this cage, it's the worst, but it's addicting (dat hook) Tuesday night drunk at Fuzzy's again just thinking about you how your new life's been all I can say is that I miss you a lot Oh I know it's sentimental but at least it's from the heart (dat hook)
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Razed 03:56
I. The Fall getting laughed at by Shlohmo at an all ages pretentious dj show it was something of my own personal hell the promise of my nikes turned out hard to sell II.The Cage winter soon fell upon the student union bringing snow and lots of "yeah, let's hang soon's" the dj booth, like a mother's womb, provided warmth and a safe space to bloom III. The Moral when you live your life in a cage you'll never feel the sting of being human

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released August 6, 2016

I played everything
Garageband provided simulated drummers
Ryan Sax provided some sick keytar riffage on "Dr. Von Nostrand pt. II"


Music Video for November Gameday: www.youtube.com/watch?v=adDNcwjvhMg

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